At The Library

Hey there lookin' at me..
Tell me what do you see...
But you quickly turn your head away...
Try to find the words I could use,
don't have the courage to come up to you.
My chance is looking a bit grey...
Starting across the room: are you leaving soon?
I just need a little time...
What is that drives me mad!?
Girls like you that I never had!
What is it about you that I adore?
That makes me feel so much pain?
What makes me go so insane
What is it about you that I adore?
Why did you have to leave so soon?
Why did you have to walk away?
Oh, well, it happened again..
She walked away with her boyfriend
Maybe we'll meet again someday...
someday...

I Was There

Looking back upon my life
And the places that I've been
Pictures, faces girls that I've loved
I try to remember when
Faded memories on the wall
Some names I have forgotten
But each one is a memory I
Look back on so often.
I look into the past
I want to make it last
I was there
Looking back what I have done
There's lots more life to live
At times I feel overwhelmed
I question what I can give
But I don't let it get me down
Or cause me too much sorrow
There's no doubt about who I am
I always have tomorrow
Looking back upon my life
Faded memories upon the wall
Looking now at who I am
I don't let it get me down.

16

Every night I dream the same dream
Of getting older all the time
I ask you now, what does this mean?
Are these problems just in my mind?
Things are easy when you are a child
But now these pressures have dropped on my head
The length I've gone are just long miles
Would they be shorter if I were dead
Every time I look in my past
I always wish I was there
I wish my youth would forever last
Why are these times so unfair
Look at my friends and see what they've done
Ask myself why they had to change
I like them better when they were young
Now all these times are rearranged
I look down and stand there and cry
Nothing ever will be the same
The sun is rising, now I ask why?
The clouds now fall and here comes the rain

409 In Your Coffeemaker

I sit in the state of a daydream
With all of your words flying over my head
Even more time gets wasted
In a daze
It should seem obvious to you
Your screams and cries are never going to work
And all of your time gets wasted
In my daze
And I'm looking back now
At where I have gone wrong
And why I could not seem to get along
My interests are longing
To break from these chains These chains that control
My future's aim...
I sit in the state of a daydream
With all of your words flying over my head
Even more time gets wasted
In a daze
Maybe I'm just too damn lazy
Or maybe I was just brainwashed to think that way
And all of your time gets wasted
In my daze

1,000 Hours

Starlit night
-The moon shing bright, you are the one I heed
Up at your window
-I see a shadow...Silhouette of your grace
Here's this flower
I picked for all the hours
That you've spent with me:
The one I love,
That I've been dreaming of
Sailing across the sea...
Let my hands flow through your hair.
Moving closer -A kiss we'll share
Passionate love to be all night long
We'll never break, as one too strong
Npthing's more that what our love is for
As I kiss your cheek
Oh so softly...
Hands flowing down my back
1,000 hours, I'll never leave
Our romance
Is a love trance...
And now we'll never part
1,000 hours
Of such a love shower
We'll never stop, once we start

Only Of You

I wish I could tell you
But the words would come out wrong
Oh if you only knew
The way I felt for so long
I know that We're world's apart
But I just don't seem to care
These feelings in my heart
Only with you I want to share
The first time I caught a glimpse of you
Then all my thoughts were only of you
I hope that when time goes on
You will think the same about me
Many nights awake I lie
I only wish that you could see
I know that we're only friends
I hope this feeling never ends
If I could only hold you
It's the only thing I want to do.

The One I Want

Sitting in my room last night
Staring at the mirror
I couldn't find a reason why
I couldn't be near her
'Cause you are the one that started
To make me feel this way
And every night I'm thinking
About the words you say
Pictures going through my mind
When we're together
All these long and sleepless nights
Will I ever get better
Now you know how I feel
This love is forever
You make my life seem so unreal
Will I ever get better?...

Paper Lanterns

Now I rest my head from
Such an endless dreary time
A time of hopes + happiness
That had you on my mind
Those days are gone + now it seems
As if I'll get some rest
But now + then I'll see you again
And it put's my heart to test
So when are all my problems
Going to end?
I'm understanding now that
We are only friends
To this day I'm asking why
I still think about you
As the days go on I wonder
(Will this ever end?)
I find it hard to keep control
When you're with your boyfriend
I do not mind if all I am is
Just a friend to you
But all I want to know right now
Is if you think about me too...?
So when...(chorus)

Knowledge

I know that things are getting tougher
When you can't get the top off from
the bottom of the barrel..!
Wide open road of my future now
It's looking fucking narrow!
All I know is that I don't know nothin'.
We get told to decide.
Just like... as if.. I'm not going to change my mind.
All I know is that I don't know nothing.
Whatca gonna do with yourself boy..
better make up your mind!
Whatca gonna do with yourself boy,
You're running out of time.
This time I got it all figured out...
All I know is that I don't know nothing!
And that's fine...